Comments on: Have you embraced Religion or the Gospel? http://www.deTheos.com/2007/10/17/have-you-embraced-religion-or-the-gospel/ deTheos = but GOD, who is rich in mercy Fri, 22 Jan 2010 15:27:22 -0800 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.8 hourly 1 By: Gregg Sudyk http://www.deTheos.com/2007/10/17/have-you-embraced-religion-or-the-gospel/comment-page-1/#comment-22361 Gregg Sudyk Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:51:51 +0000 http://www.deTheos.com/2007/10/17/have-you-embraced-religion-or-the-gospel/#comment-22361 I've walked with God, have been born of God when I was 15. I have been taught by the holy spirit. I Have seen the world through the eyes of the Holy Spirit. I have been edified and I have been brought low. I've felt one in all and I have felt separated. In short, it's been ups and downs that through the years have decreased in intensity. Now, thirty years later, I'm just tired of the whole thing. I have not been edified for many, many years. I feel like, because of my shortcomings and failures that God apparently is not going to invest any of his "good stuff" in me anymore. All I seem to get is toil and inconveniences day to day. I'm very down. I don't want to be tested anymore or go through any end time traumas, I just want to be left alone. I know this is not a very fruitful attitude but very few things I do seem to turn out right. I feel like my efforts are sabotaged by Providence time and again and I just wish I could be left alone now. I’ve walked with God, have been born of God when I was 15. I have been taught by the holy spirit. I Have seen the world through the eyes of the Holy Spirit. I have been edified and I have been brought low. I’ve felt one in all and I have felt separated. In short, it’s been ups and downs that through the years have decreased in intensity.
Now, thirty years later, I’m just tired of the whole thing. I have not been edified for many, many years. I feel like, because of my shortcomings and failures that God apparently is not going to invest any of his “good stuff” in me anymore.
All I seem to get is toil and inconveniences day to day. I’m very down. I don’t want to be tested anymore or go through any end time traumas, I just want to be left alone. I know this is not a very fruitful attitude but very few things I do seem to turn out right. I feel like my efforts are sabotaged by Providence time and again and I just wish I could be left alone now.

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